I Know I Can But...

   With all my failures and drawbacks I've been experiencing lately and making me feel down, sometimes I feel like the world has left me behind. It feels like it's making me feel empty. I'm not sad though, it's just that i don't feel anything in a sense that I don't care about anything. With all the pressure that's been fed to me, makes me want to give up. Is this a challenge that would make me succeed or the challenge that would bring me down? 

   Lately, only two words have been popping in my mind: what if? What if it's not the path i should take? What if it's not what i really wanted? And what if I don't want anything at all? All these questions come to me and makes me feel that there is no hope in what I do, but it's that one question that encourages me to continue: what if? What if i just need to put passion in what I do? What if it really is the path I should take? And what if it's really what I wanted?
   I know I can do better. I know that I can survive in this course I'm taking. I know that I will succeed. It may not be that easy reaching my goals but I know I can.