So basically I am currently listening to songs with those “romantic”
genres to feel (again) how it was like to love.. and it helped. :)
In life there is gonna be that one special person for us. The
person who was just a stranger until you became friends. The person who made
you feel special by sharing those glances and having fun times together. The person
that gave you those “sparks” just by touching his hand. The person reserved in
our hearts. The person who you never thought would be that special until you
fall for them. And the person who we
thought we could never live without. I know it sounds cheesy but for many
reasons, admit it; we've been there and might still be. ;)
Being in love, we end
up having those daydreams just thinking about the moments that you would share
together. Our moods would tend to change and literally turn us into a really good and stupid person
especially when they’re around (oh no!). And sometimes would lead us to do
positive and crazy things just to impress them while thinking “all this is for
you”. It may sound crazy and totally stupid, but it is love, it has its power.
Thinking about being in love really sends you to heaven, but
there’s the thing about love that would certainly drop you into the ground so
hard that it breaks all of you. Sometimes, the person who you thought was your everything,
doesn't love you back (ouch, I know). All your love for him is unrequited and
that’s the saddest part of being in love… it gives you hope but in the end it’s
you that is hopeless. It makes your oh-so-happy world upside down and you’d
keep on wondering why, why not you. It makes you so confused and devastated
that you wanted to tell them straight to the face how you feel about them by telling them “Why not me? Why does it have to be somebody else? Why do you keep
looking for someone when I’m here in front of you!” and so many more just to
answer your questions but you won’t because you don’t have the courage to do it
so it ends with accepting the fact that it’s not you, it’s someone else (*sobs).
The thing is, it doesn't necessarily mean that unrequited
love is hopeless. It’s also about giving us lessons that we might use in the coming
moments when it’s really our time to find the “love of our life”. It teaches us
things that might be useful to keep our relationship with our partner longer and
stronger. And that’s what’s nice about it. It might hurt knowing the truth, but
we’ll learn to move on.. :)
